Been getting angry easily the past few days. Tutorials which I can't do no matter how much I try. Lectures which are so dry and complicated. Lack of sleep.

I don't know how long I can hold on here. But all I can think of is to cool myself down and read the bible.

Thank God, I went to church for cell on last Sunday. Alina touched on the subject of sin and the fall of men. The point she pointed out "who are we to demand anything from God?" struck me and I thought about it.

Everything we have right now, are all given to us by God. And he has the right to take them away from us. It's part of God's will and he had already came up with a plan for each and everyone of us. Natural disasters happen, yes God allowed it. But it does not mean he does not care for us. It's because of our sins that mother nature have to pay. If through losing someone or something precious, a whole family come to know of the truth and light, and come to accept Jesus. It might not be entirely bad.

I guess God do work in mysterious ways. When he closes a door, he opens another for us.