[Smiles of a boy]
Since when did it become all about you...
I feel down and out every time i see you down...
No matter how I try to fix the words together...
Nothing seems to come out of my mouth...

One thing i know for sure...
No matter how you treated me before...
I have long thrown these memories away together with time...
However memories of your smile remains with me even when time pass...
All I know for sure is that my door is always open even when people calls me dumb...
This is because I know for sure, I never wanna see you hurt...


He enjoys being around you and seeing your smile that puts me at ease...
[He = me]

Just came home from woodlands with the usual frens... alif, affan, shahirah and zaid... and not to forget brenda... Feeling dead tired and thinking things thru...

First things first i hope my fren won't be too sad over some matters that happened in the family... I seriously hope he will be ok and his family won't be too sad...

Secondly, i am thinking about this one person... who means alot to me at the apparent moment... hopefully when my feelings are made known... nothing bad will happen... but giving up is not an option for me at the time being... cos it's for real... though i am afraid history might repeat itself i noe i can make it right and hopefully my feelings and care/concern will be made known and things go well =))

Wah think xav is back... been away from blogging for God knows how long... But anyways i'm back yea...

Been a slacking period of time for me as i havent been realli making good use of my life and studying(most importantly..) LOL... wells it's high time i start studying for good as the exams are coming up real soon and i don't wanna forward(retake) any modules if possible... sheesh... need motivation...

Wells basically todae started off rather fine... woke up later then usual as lessons starts later then usual by 1 hr -.-".. yea lame... msged few people wishing them all the best for their O's results... Well my cousin won me by 1 point -.-"... been losing to him since ancient times... hahas but i am happy for him duh...

Smsed Gen wishing a better yr this yr and ofc JIAYOUS for her upcoming A levels.. You will do well i believe in you!! =))

After school went out with shairah as usual with the rest to get her passport done... then went to bugis with aleeve and slacked for awhile while getting his new watch(eheh nice sey). After which went our separate ways and go home. Upon rwaching home, went for a jog as usual.. hehe.. But todae wells getting old alr... knees giving me probs.. pain and blah blah blah... haha... wells hopefully tomoro will be a fun day haha...

Till then... (looking forward to go out study again.. Zs, Gen..(=)