Weird post...

Hot and Cold...
Just like the weather now... So irregular...
So expecting... like how the weather expects us to live with such conditions... Even when we don't want to...

But the past weather was so much nicer...
There was no need to be afraid of the conditions... As they did not existed then...
Just like how the weather was well loved then... It was loved...
The chance was not given to show how well loved it was... but it was loved...

Till now... it's still loved... Because... the person living in this world has not given up on the well weather then... so perfect... near yet far... Getting the weather you desire does not come easily or when you want it... Cause sometimes it's just not possible...

However, the person does not stop... Chasing after the weather...

A song called giving up on love...

Third post of the day...

Wonder what's wrong with me today... just not myself the whole day and just didn't like the day...
Maybe i am feeling sick maybe i am just tired...
Confused with myself... I am just being weird...
Dumb Dumb Dumb xavier =)

私はちょうど幸せ…であることを望む そして私はである幸せ… 私はちょうど私の祈りで常に保ち続ける…
原因である実際に特別… 私に

Poly is about to start again which marks 1 yr of my education there... with my fav class.. Alot things happened but what matters is we're tgt again... same class...

One more thing... 15 april needa go back to school to help out Mr Kong. Guess what i'll be helping out on... SPICE training.. Basically to help the new students this year with any prob during the training...


Till then chao..

Lonely Wednesday...

To people out there who feels so sick and tired of everything when you lose someone special or someone close... Don't give up hope... Not easy but hold on... You don't have to give life up...

Here's a song...
Good Charlotte-Hold on

Got my results but didnt care much... More worried for the rest...WOO and the best came... all of us same class again... YEA!

Prayers do work and ofc.. believing in them..
=)

Stay happy~

Here's a song for all of you all love ya all!!! Always... Love xav...

Today went out to celebrate AFFAN's bdae!!! He's 19 and "young"... Hope ya liked the guitar and bdae card though it's a bit vulgar =x

Ate swensens and we were high... at least for me... tiring to be high though... After main course, the earthquake came tgt with the guitar... wowwww magic... swensens giving free guitar =x
Hahas... nah we bought a guitar for him... a real one indeed..

After paying and such we left and went to catch a movie at CATHAY de CATHAY hahas... inside joke... The movie PUSH was not that bad though some found it boring... I push you hehe.... Basically a movie about people who has some kinda power as they fight to get this drug that enhances their power where there are 3 grps of people... The division where people who has power workin for the government, The grp of "gangsters" who are not really smart.... AND the good people cool... hehe

Sum 41 - With me
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Accident... family probs... All just comes...
How about i hope 8 understand me......

Mom's car knocked into a taxi... Duno whose fault isit as i was sleeping... woke up from the jerk only to find my knee lost some skin...

Adults... can they just share wtf happened?

Pissed and confused with the things happening... at least there was somebody who understood me at least...

Why isit so difficult to understand one another and give in to the other party sometimes.. i seriously wonder...

Well to end off this not so very wonderful day...

Lyrics to a wonderful song....
Sum 41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I’d thought it’d be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing could save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

(On my own!)

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own.........

Today was just another day gone to waste..
Only thing i did was stoned and did nothing.. morning waited for the singtel guy to come help fix up the mio.. and now my hse number got changed with my grandma's number... Noon came and i went to pool with affan which was more interesting then stoning...

At least thurs and fri is coming so soon..
Thurs, outing with danny to some exhibition kinda thing sounds interesting...
Fri, been looking forward to that day.. since i last went out with mabel has been a real long time..

To end off my boring day.. I had migrane for half of the day.. either stoned too much or think too much..
Guess it looks like a solo tonight~

chao

God bless you....
all i guess

Went to church and after which stayed back at the glass tower to see mabel play guitar and learn from a uncle... Hahs... Though i dun realli noe what he was teaching as they were all chords at least there were music...

I shall start learning something from that uncle cos he seems experienced... He said if i dun learn the basics properly... Godfather will sound like grandfather Lol!

Till then chao...