Well i feel much happier and more self confident now... and from today onwards... towards a confident xavier =)
Can only put one big smile to that....

Thanks brenda for the talk... and ofc every single one of my wonderful classmates who are nothing but good and frens i treasure in my heart... hmms special thanks to aleeve for being there every now and then as a listening ear.. i noe i have been a problematic kid for a long time... but thanks a million which is not enuf still....

Thanks alot to brenda too... though i have been not really been a good person... thanks for noticing the change in me and such.. thanks for th words that helped me stop looking down on myself... thanks alot... million thank yous too... =)

For zaid... Friends?

Guess things havent changed actually eh??... well guess it's true... When i thot by making a change which is still me things might be better.... well it got better but i cant hide this anger in my me whenever this wonderful person is around... and this is wat's making my angry feelings come out which might turn things back to the way it was.... where i wasn't as open which mean i have to suffer the feeling of being ignored....by...

Seriously, why does he have to continue to try to make me gulp down lots of vinegar when i am on the road to forgetting sorrows... Seriously save me of your sacarsm and hypocracy.... stop trying to be a good person cause i do have eyes and feelings to tell me wat to do actually... trying to forgive and forget but like i just wanna say freaking read in between the lines...

Tired of this and trying hard to cover the sadness behind this fake smile... well i am changing and it's still the same me but such people is trying to make me go back to the way i was which is not exactly good and healthy for me....

PISS OFF PLS!!

Oh one more thing... i remembered u said...she's not even in ur religion and u are just frens only... If u said that and still continue doing this, this shows u are just playing with her feelings... cos u said u will not be with a non ur religion.... i am not trying to play religion but u did say that.... so if u are not gonna be with someone not from ur religion... wat are u doing now?? pls explain ur frigging actions and u are succeeding if u are trying to get me off her back... If u are true and both are happy i will ofc let her go... if u are playing with her and hurt her.... sorry to say...... i hate players...

Today has been a tiring day bleh......

Met with brenda and shahirah to go school hehe... wah kena cheated by SMRT they showed me that the train was a do not board train... howeva when it reached woodlands.. it was a pasir ris train... -.- got cheated and brenda was like- Yishun people haiz... thank God we reached school on time hehe...

Microbio rocks!! (my ass...) so tiring la..... well during microbio i've not been rather patient with people so to say... guess my bro from another mother knows why.... Well but i guess tomorro i will get over this thing... and tiredness... it's just a one off thing(learnt this word today) hopefully.. haha.. Gonna be patient and continue to be happy as long as you are happy..

Thanks aleeve sayang... for helping me with the making of my new blogskin haha... thanks a million... thanks for that fire too -.-"

Things, problems and maybe he is just problematic...

He is confirm "not the same cos nothing much has happened this yr"...
He is ok cause "nothing bad happened"...
He is ok cause life has been "good"....

He is OK cos of a fren who was there as always... Kudos to that fren