Shudn't have lost it... My bad.

Always losing that chance guess it's still best to grab hold of it whenever you have the chance. As it is said, " Never put off what you can do today for tomorrow."

It is the same for studies during exam period and for lost opportunities we all had in the past. It's best to carry out what you have planned to do today then to regret it some time down the road. Sometimes life needs a rewind button but sometimes sad to say, we don't get that rewind often.

Today was rather fruitful but yet tiring. However, thanks to God I managed to pull through today with ease and I have proven something. Always start the day with a prayer a short one is also okay. It's the thought that counts after all and God knows it. It is also always good to end it with a prayer too.

Thank you lord for guiding me through today, without you I wouldn't have gotten through it easily. Thank you lord for the strength both physically and mentally. Please continue to lead me by the hand through all of my days and I entrust everything unto you. Dear lord father God, I also pray that may you continue to lead me into prayer everyday be it for others, someone special or myself. Thank you God. All these I pray in Jesus name. AMEN!

First and the last or nothing at all.

Go ahead or stop right now. Seems like I have only these 2 choices placed right in front of me, I have to choose.

Dear lord, I come before you ask you to guide me with each step in my life, to help me make the right decisions and to always put you first in my life. Give me strength and determination to carry out the things I want to accomplish for your glory.

All these I pray and hand it all to you. In Jesus name I pray.

AMEN.

Kim Dong Wook - My Heart Is Cursing

Smile a little more
With a happy smile
So that you can comfort my heart
That keeps looking for you
Smile a little more
So that the world would be jealous
So that my heart that keeps calling for you
Would not be able to become greedy
My heart curses at me
because I can’t even say I love you
My tears burst
because my longing for you flows and flows
Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn
And remain in my ears the whole day
Why does it have to be you
Why did I have to love you
Even if I shake my head, deny it
I can’t let you go
My heart curses at me,
because I can’t even say I love you
My tears burst,
because my longing for you flows and flows
Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn
And remain in my ears the whole day
I love you, I love you
Forever
Even if you don’t look at me
Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know
Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know
My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot
You don’t know, No matter what

Yeah I'm an idiot... I can't seem to say it.

Almost there, then fever came...

One day there was this boy.
Who tried talking to a girl, and somehow he might have said something wrong without knowing but the girl started to ignore him.
He kept wondering what did he do wrong exactly. However, he had no answer to him question.

Slowly, he changed for the worst or the better he don't know. He became cold really cold. To some it might mean a better change for him, to some it might be something bad and to some they might not even bother. But to him it doesn't matter.

I know this boy so well to be true. But I don't know how to help him and he does not know how to help himself.