HAHA am feeling rather high and happy todae =)

School was kinda fun todae as Aleeve, Brenda, Sin kim, Shahirah, Trudy, Zaid and i went to teh karaoke(however you spell it hahas) at moberly in moi school haha. Quite fun as aleeve and zaid was taking the mic and having fun. Didn't sing though haha dun blame me la i shy heehee....

After school planned to go watch a movie called MAX PAYNE haha but in the end we didnt but it's ok since we are gonna change to another day where more people can go so not so bored hahaha... Took the mrt and shahirah wanted to go to vivo city where i wanted to go too then i kinda said ok thinking aleeve also will go then not so boring mah... then actually only i going then in the end never go with shahirah... She went herself lei, i feel so bad... SORRY shahirah I promise to buy you break fast some day ya?? i am so bad... Sorry..

Ended up in RP with aleeve where we made use of the sockets and the internet to ease our boredness haha... OH ya oh ya be4 that we went to LJS AGAIN!! to have our lunch... WAH at this rate of LJS i will die lor.. haha.. We spent time till about late 4pm then his frens came... Quite a pleasant bunch of people and frenly to me since i am like the only chinese there.. haha thanks aleeve.. BUT BUT be4 all these happened we were looking thru pics of a fren of aleeve and we were kinda laughing away at some details haha so bad BAD lor we shud cut down on all these haha... Walked arund and we saw a stall doing ambigrams and 1st thot brenda!!! Called her then told her about it and she asked me to help her make first haha... And ofc i did heehee... Made one for moi self too =).. Oh ya brenda the whistle for MARCUS the dog isit?? heehee just asking .. Cause i remembered the black colored dog on ur dp haha.. Good memory eh?? =)

After that we parted at the mrt station and be4 that he said something kinda sick but ya i dun mind haha..(DONT TELL ANYONE U SICK MAN HAHAHA, MY BRUDER THEN DUN TELL HOR) =)~

Went into the mrt and when i turned arund i realised someone behind me haha... OMG i didn't noe GEN was there.. NA mer qiao arr(so coincidental arr) haha... Waved in front of her face then she noticed me haha... Talk a bit and then had to alight at yishun cause it's my stop.. GEN talk to you tomorrow hor haha and ya i am ok and i am sure haha... MISS you too since so long never tok le ='(

Reached home and kinda slacked and went to the doc as i am having sores arund moi mouth pain and itchy sobs... haha.. i saw the notice open at 7.30PM then waited for about 15 mins be4 realising another notice below saying "closed on friday nights".... -.-".... yea i was like this haha... ofc went to another doc to see as realli getting bad haha...

Yea that's about moi day and before i go i wanto thank Alina for being concern =) yea thanks for being a great leader and fren to me.. And one more thing i love moi class haha especially the grp i usually go too... ALIF, BRENDA, SHAHIRAH, SIN KIM, TRUDY, ZAID, KA JUN and moi, heehee, BUT i also love others in my class.. realli happy to be in this class.. Oh ya brenda rest well haha can tell you very tired and aleeve thanks for spending time with me and dun worry not being gay(am not gay relax) haha

...Till then...

Today have been a great day!!! Aleeve, Brenda, Zaid and i went to catch eagle eye the movie.. =)
Not bad for a movie but really enjoyed their company... =)
After being with them for quite some time i realised that i really like their company and enjoy them as frens who are so lively =)
Thanks guys for being moi fren and if i never met u guys, it would be the greatest regret in moi life... Love ya guys...
To be exact i love you all from my class 1A01 and 1B01 =)

Brenda is about to leave for studies overseas and we will miss her loads... She is one lively and nice person where she will bring joy to people she come into contact with =)
May she have a pleasant journey and enjoy her studies and ofc come back every once in a while to meet up with us =)

Currently i am feeling rather down and out or this world... Rather alone and emotional... Well after seeing and finding out things not supposed for your well being, ofc i will feel lost. Seeing how things turned out for my parents, really made me think hard.. Since love is like so lovey dovey at first and things can turn out like crap after that why get married and why get started.. i think i am kinda having a different perception towards what love is... It's like my mom tells me to tell her if i am upset over anything or sad but i just cant bring myself to talk to my mom and let her worry more since she said she felt a burden off after telling me news that made me like this... I just find it so hard to hold my tears back and pretend i am okay... i think that seeing that someone's smile everyday can help me to lessen how i feel...

Yesterday i have actually been told something kept from me for 3 yrs... hmm guess i now officially do not have a complete family so to say. But i guess i dun blame anyone for things that happened but yea the feeling of being lost and sad came and i guess i didn't had the mood to do anything for the whole of yesterday well... So now i shall just do my part as a student to pull through and do well in my studies so that my parents won't have anymore problems.

...Till then...

Things are not really turning out properly for me or so to say me.... Family got some probs and not sure what is happening or is things going towards the direction of chaos or Hell... Life has not proved much of any meaning lately and i am not sure if things are gonna be alright..

Went out today to practically learn how to use a camera properly to do something...But am not sure will this help or screw things up more... (LOOKING for a shoulder to use for my sorrows)

Moreover i have alr so called given up over some things that happened back then... Cause i realised doing nothing wrong and getting someone angry over you for something you were trying to help out and now trying to appease some one's anger over you..... Does not realli help much so just move on with life....

However one song realli made me pause and think.. God will make a way when there seems to be no way, he works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me, he will be my guide hold me closely to his side, with love and strength for each new day, he will make a way, God will make a way..

Till then.