I drank todae night.. until now i am still awake.. i sat at the stairs of my block thinking thru things.. and i noe it's time i shud wake up.. To be honest.. my head was throbbing and i just thot alot things.. guess when u are half drunk u tend to say what you feel most..

I felt i am going down.. For this past one year.. Just holding on.. be it this or family.. Mother came back and saw me there.. walked with me while listening to what i have to say... I just noe that i shud learn how to treasure myself more..

Whatever happened is past and i shall learn to move on.. yes move on.. it's difficult but i shud try my best.. Like shahirah said.. if she can do it.. i can.

This might be the final post for my blog.. and i wanna apologise to someone.. real sorry.