Do people really understand you...

Wtf cannot take it man.. second time this shit happens.. Isit so difficult to show some care for someone?? Can't some people be more understanding? yea whatever go on ignoring me.. I cant care less for now.

Talked back to mother over the slightest thing and wow i ended off saying "I dun realli care about you all"... what the fuck made me said that... I wonder.. seriously.. the slightest things makes me angry these days..

Like wtf man.. seriously.. come home.. show face and i duno how the fuck adults wanna handle their probs cos it's called "adult's problems"... arrgh fuck it all... Talk to her and ask later wanto go walk after dinner.. no reply (wtf?!)... Great just fucking great... Always distracted by her fone...

How about we learn what each other problem is and try to treat each other fucking better?? How about that harh!?.. Yeayea.. move on from the past... how about the past and the present not much different?? Life is shit.. everytime i take a crap and look into the bowels... I see life..

Just feel like going out for a walk alone but i just cant think of anywhere to go.. I just need rest from everything.. real tired. I just need, I duno...

...what's another night all alone...

yea.. sorry for the vulgarities.. I'm just not in the right frame of mind now..