Needs a good brain washing session. I guess I am too engrossed with my own problems to realize that God is calling out to me. I am feeling lonely.

It would seem that no matter what I do, even to be friends, it's not possible.
It seems that trying your very best and giving your all for someone does not seem to mean sincerity in the other party's eyes. It doesn't happen in real life. In our life. For those who succeeded, it's a good thing to know.

When you don't know what's wrong or what you may have done to make the other party act the way they are, it sucks. Cos if the other party is not going to tell you what's going on, we're on the losing end. For those who really care, they would try their very best to hold on at the losing end even if there's a tiny thread left. Even if the odds are against us. However, some people are so blinded with themselves and thinks that the world revolves only around them, will fail to see how hard the other party is trying.

Sometimes when you do not hold onto the people around you... You might not have the chance when you realized actually the person had already climbed out of the hole. And in exchange you find yourself stuck in a hole that you won't or can't even find a thread to climb out of.