Day 4 of the first week of school.

LAN with the usual people had some fun. Better than hanging out in school.

Cannot be bothered about much things. PDPE deadline on Monday. But I can't really seem to care. Cos.. I don't look forward to school. Finally losing steam in trying to make things right, losing steam in aiming for something greater and just losing steam for everything. Wanna exercise, the fucking haze steps in.

So damn tired that when I got home, just slop onto the sofa and slept. Looks like going to school to face things you don't really like rather takes up loads of energy. All the limping from the knee injury is making me tired too. Hope the wounds heals up soon.

Gotta take out the guitar to learn something new again. At least it puts me into a world of my own where music is my best friend.

Need to find my steady solid ground to stand on again. It's all just patches of wet mud and a little of quake sand now.

Can't really care any less than what I can now.