So hard to even reply. So hard to even wish me all the best. So hard to just be normal and talk. I am tired, really tired. This period I have been put through really made me tired. Please don't smile for just that moment. Please don't be nice for just that moment. Please make it nice whenever we talk or meet. Please don't leave me hanging like this or please don't let me feel the cold.

I meant everything I said. I want you to do your best, and I said it from the bottom of my heart. I still remember the deal we had. I am still trying to make it come true. No matter how busy I am, I always try to put you in my mind. I don't know about you.. I hope it's the same. I might not be the most handsome guy, I might not be the most smart-talking guy, I might not be what you want me to be. But are you willing to accept me for who I am? Well I am ready to accept you for who you are if you need to know.

I don't know if sharing these thoughts are bad or good.. But it sure made me feel better.
Another tiring day..
Retiring off to bed...

zZz..