It's hard to be me now... even when I am at home now. With my family members around me, I can't bear to show them my weak side. I don't wanna make them worried and waste their time on me.
I just don't want them to know that I am such a useless person.
I need a hug badly... But it seems like I don't know who to call. I just wished someone could notice how I am now...

I don't know...