Guess things havent changed actually eh??... well guess it's true... When i thot by making a change which is still me things might be better.... well it got better but i cant hide this anger in my me whenever this wonderful person is around... and this is wat's making my angry feelings come out which might turn things back to the way it was.... where i wasn't as open which mean i have to suffer the feeling of being ignored....by...

Seriously, why does he have to continue to try to make me gulp down lots of vinegar when i am on the road to forgetting sorrows... Seriously save me of your sacarsm and hypocracy.... stop trying to be a good person cause i do have eyes and feelings to tell me wat to do actually... trying to forgive and forget but like i just wanna say freaking read in between the lines...

Tired of this and trying hard to cover the sadness behind this fake smile... well i am changing and it's still the same me but such people is trying to make me go back to the way i was which is not exactly good and healthy for me....

PISS OFF PLS!!

Oh one more thing... i remembered u said...she's not even in ur religion and u are just frens only... If u said that and still continue doing this, this shows u are just playing with her feelings... cos u said u will not be with a non ur religion.... i am not trying to play religion but u did say that.... so if u are not gonna be with someone not from ur religion... wat are u doing now?? pls explain ur frigging actions and u are succeeding if u are trying to get me off her back... If u are true and both are happy i will ofc let her go... if u are playing with her and hurt her.... sorry to say...... i hate players...