Been attacked by FATIGUE recently. These weeks to come won't be smooth sailing.

Guess this fatigue sticking like a chewing gum on me is making some people and myself irritated.
I'm not unhappy or anything, but some people think so and soon they can't be bothered with me.
So to say, people don't wanna care for each other.
These days people are rather fake.
Well these weeks are making me blend into the colors of this world.
There's no right or wrong.
There's no black or white.

THIS WORLD IS JUST COVERED WITH PATCHES OF GRAY.
It's the truth. The truth hurts.

Well... after looking at how I have been living my life, I think it's time to make a change. If the world is going to be gray, I'll choose to be different. To those who think there's no such thing as true this and that, then they have already sealed their own fate. Cause I make my own destiny, I choose not resign to fate.

Wondering why am I still awake. To those whom I see almost everyday, you people know who are you, I apologize.

Just a boy trying to catch his breathe in this asphyxiating world.

Another nice love song.. Enjoy

Today marks the first full week of my attachment. At none other than CPTC. At first I saw this as a boring programme taking my holidays, where I would be much better left sleeping at home. However, it seems like it's rather interesting. Especially the practicals. Awesome.

However, today's prac was much to my disappointment. It was about AIR SYSTEMS. It is rather complicated and we had to put on ear plugs. This led to us not being able to hear much of what the trainer wanted us to hear. But nonetheless, pracs are things one should look out for man. Am so waiting to climb the 10 storey distillation tower.. tho I am afraid of heights.

Overall this is the kinda week I've been leading, quite fruitful I guess (at least much better than sleeping and doing nothing at home). Looking forward to more fun and experience learning for the weeks to come.

And oh yea, too bad they don't allow the taking of photographs, unless I wanna die young I shall not take any pics.

To everyone, may God bless you.
Have a pleasant week to come.
Xav...

It's hard to be me now... even when I am at home now. With my family members around me, I can't bear to show them my weak side. I don't wanna make them worried and waste their time on me.
I just don't want them to know that I am such a useless person.
I need a hug badly... But it seems like I don't know who to call. I just wished someone could notice how I am now...

I don't know...

I am in need of loads of motivation to study for my exams!! Next paper up is FMA.. Fluid Mechanics. A not so great and interesting module to study for any student.. So it kinda makes me don't really wanna give a shit. Haha... Oh wells a great song.. yea. Motivation by Sum 41.

Great day ahead everyone =]

Fireworks

More fireworks

Fireworks again

A Caucasian with the Singapore flag -.-

Willy wonka!

Had a real fun time of my life yesterday.. afterall it was NDP09.. HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE! =]
Went fireworks watching with affan and trudy. Walked hell lot but who cares, it was worth it. Too bad to people who didn't go uh. It was not so boring afterall. It's boring only if you expect too much.
After fireworks, went to orchard to meet up with brenda and we all had ice cream! Honeydew was shiok. And both affan and trudy stole two big bites =x
Well enuf of my life.
Singapore's 44 and well may peace continue to stay in our homeland. The new song by electrico is nice too.. Keep it up!

For more fotos.. Actually not much more, go take a look at my Facebook.

Till then... and i slept at 5am -.-
Chao.

Mango Smoothie

This mango smoothie was bought from Mc Cafe! Supposed to upload this pic yesterday but i forgot and was practically too lazy to. For those who haven't tried this nice smoothie, do give it a try when you make ur way to Mc Cafe the next time!

Todae was a rather interesting day where i reached home rather late. Had school and blah de ya da. Gems as usual ends early=x
Went out and ended up in woodlands playing guitar a bit onli la. 3 of us just slacked and had fun i guess. With me coming up with stupid lyrics and affan's pro guitar-ing haha... That's fun! =]

Alright shall make a move.. May all have a nice and long weekend. Enjoy! =]

Till then...

Don't really have much to say todae. Just feeling real bored and tired. But just don't feel like sleeping. Currently panicking a little for my maths module, feel so screw as exams are coming and I am still slacking alot when I should use this time to revise for things I never understood. Engineering maths seems like an alien subject to me.... Guess it originated from a planet called Jupiter or it's neighbours bah.

Oh wells, Here's a nice song by Hedley. Alif intro-ed it to the class and I found it nice too. Old school... Take it away.

Till then..